Cut yourself open and let yourself bleed. Get rid of the poison that got in your bloodstream. It’s time to say good-bye to the poison that you attached yourself to, and say hello to a better you. It’ll hurt like hell but always know, nothing good in life comes for free.
You didn’t know that she was poison; well, now you do. It’s too late to take it all back. She was the poison, you were her victim. Were you happy? Did you hurt? Was it all worth it in the end? Because now, it’s time to say good-bye to the poison you drugged yourself with.
Let yourself bleed, don’t stop the flow. Don’t disrupt yourself from letting go. You got too attached to the poison that was her; now, you don’t know where else to go. But you need to know that the feeling’s gone, it’s just a habit.
It’s all nothing but a habit now.
Loving her became a habit. Don’t delude yourself. You DO and WILL have a better life. Don’t lie to yourself, stop holding on too tight. You’re only hurting yourself — you’re making yourself your own victim.
Don’t wallow yourself in self-pity and uncertainty. You’re better than that. You may not know it but you are. I know you are.